I’m too messed up for someone like you.
36 school days left ‘til I’m done. School’s finally coming to an end…permanently. In my 19 years of existence, I’ve done nothing but to study. Everyday I wake up thinking what’s in store for me at school - nervous about a report, excited for out-of-town field trips, nauseous about exams, etc. And every night, before I sleep, I always dream of what I want to do once I graduate. And all these years, I’ve always been sure of what I want to be. I was always focused; I’ve always kept my eyes on the prize. I wanted to work for a big, multinational company. I wanted to climb up the corporate ladder and become one of those serious-looking people in those big offices. But now that the end is near (of school I mean), I feel lost.
I don’t know what I want anymore! And I feel frustrated. Today, I received a call, from a very sought-after company, scheduling a job interview. I don’t know why, but for some reason, I froze… literally. I couldn’t speak! And my mind was filled with unsolicited thoughts on what I really want to do. Random thoughts kept on popping out! The opportunity I’ve been longing for is finally in front of me. But I couldn’t help but wonder, “Is this what I really want?" So, after much effort in trying to come up with the right words, I turned them down. I don’t know if I did the right thing. But it seemed to be the most reasonable thing to do at the moment.
The wait won’t be easy. But for sure it’ll be worth it.
Wonderful thought to start 2013 <3
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Just when you thought every door was closed and light had deserted you, a window opens and lets the sun shine through.
I love you more than you’ll ever know, SEMBREAK <3 (Taken with Instagram)
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